Thursday, March 24, 2005

5,6,7,8

Can't quite find the...flow...today. The good, orderly direction. Feel...just...out of step. Like I'm missing something or forgot something important or I blinked at the wrong time. Zigged when I should have zagged. It's an odd, unpleasant sensation. Foreshadowing? Spider-Sense? Self Fulfilling Prophecy? Something unresolved, unsaid. Loose ends? It kind of makes my chest feel heavy. Weight. Like there's somewhere I should be...something I should be doing...? Yes, it's like I left the oven on or the doors unlocked. Tick tick tick. Where's the boom? What's the boom?

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